November 9th, 2008

another chance

Self indulgent meeping

I woke up this morning from a dream in which I was surprisingly reunited with Dave-Who-I-Loved-Once. Dave, who is the only man I still have as much respect and admiration for now as I did when we were together. Dave who had the big, beautiful brown eyes that could look at me with such love, who never raised his voice, didn't drink, and who widened my horizons in just about every way.

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And to Dave, who doesn't read this and probably doesn't even know or care that I own a skirt or two these days - there is a part of me that still loves you. Thank you for showing me what it feels like.



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Claudio gave me some mushrooms. They are marshmallow ones with coconut. He is a nice man. ;-)

I'm having trouble shaking the mood I woke up with this morning. It's a strange combination of melancholy, nostalgia and a burning desire to lie with someone. FFS I'm listening to Staind.

It's been awhile
But I can still remember
just the way you taste

*sigh* Gotta shake this..