December 12th, 2004

happy

Fuckwits, fuckwits everywhere.

My misgivings about the smoking legislation are bearing out. Bodega last night - about 30 drunk people fagging up outside, blocking the pavement, cigarette butts everywhere this morning. Lovely. The logistics of this law are going to be interesting to see playing out. Glad I don't live in Cuba Mall.

In other news, Tommy wasn't on the plane. His father didn't even bother to let me know, just let me wait fruitlessly at the airport, then abused me when I rang up to find out what was going on. Now I don't know when or if he will be coming at all.

I am sad. Sad that there are such fuckwit people in the world and sad that I had the stupidity to get involved with one. If my life has one big regret, it would be having a child with that man.

I don't know what to do.