In other news, Tommy wasn't on the plane. His father didn't even bother to let me know, just let me wait fruitlessly at the airport, then abused me when I rang up to find out what was going on. Now I don't know when or if he will be coming at all.
I am sad. Sad that there are such fuckwit people in the world and sad that I had the stupidity to get involved with one. If my life has one big regret, it would be having a child with that man.
I don't know what to do.